Life, Interrupted: Fighting Cancer, and Myself – NYTimes.com

The latest by Suleika Jaouad, this time on the limits of the battle metaphor for cancer, and how that lead her to acceptance (interestingly, my Cancerwise article on what we call ourselves provoked comment, mostly in favour of the battle metaphor). Quote:

I’ve decided that the real battle I need to fight is against this win-lose mentality. During the past few months, I’ve been fighting myself in many ways, succumbing to fear and anger about not being able to do what I once could.

But today I’ve decided that my challenge will be to develop a new brand of acceptance. Cancer has taught me that you can’t fight your way out of every problem. The solution is not to charge full speed ahead. It’s counterintuitive, but I try to remind myself that chemotherapy, too, is illogical on its face; you are poisoned in order to be cured.

I realize now that the experience of having cancer is more of a tricky balancing act: being proactive about your medical condition, while simultaneously accepting and surrendering to the fact that, at least for the time being, you can’t change your reality as quickly as you’d like to.

Acceptance is not giving up — far from it. But like a prisoner in handcuffs, you only waste precious energy by trying to wriggle your way free. With cancer, the best way out may just be patience.

Life, Interrupted: Fighting Cancer, and Myself – NYTimes.com.

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